i think the reason it's taken me so long to finally start this is because i don't like the idea of putting something out there for other people to read, and expecting them to do so. what made me think that i have anything remotely interesting to say? but i'm doing it anyway, of course. because i'm self absorbed and constantly bored and in need of an outlet. so let's hope it reaches someone.
i'll post words and pictures and songs and prose and stories and love and pain and everything really. if only i could convey sense of smell through a computer screen. so i guess first of all i'll let you know i'm quitting my job. well, already quit, technically. so i'll have lots of time to do what i wanna~
so first. a summary of my life at the moment. before it will drastically change.
i hope you like it here; enough to stay.
1. showering, twice, three times a day, almost obsessively. i like watching the sunlight reflect through the water like crystal shards. i'll probably make a post of all the products i use in the near future. there's nothing like scrubbing your whole body with salt and then covering your whole body in coconut oil to make you feel better.
2. listening to a lot of mazzy star. her albums have kept me sane through many a car trip to my families property, all on my own. i wind down the windows and pre-roll about 5 cigarettes to smoke on the hour long car drive, listening to hope's voice as i try not to swerve off the road in the rain.
3. bruises and bite marks and abnormalities. my favourite thing's about people, and something i have to learn to accept among myself. i wish i'd gotten over my fascination with hurt and pain and purple skin but i love it. so beautiful, i love the stories behind scars.
listening to:
dreaming of:
i'll post words and pictures and songs and prose and stories and love and pain and everything really. if only i could convey sense of smell through a computer screen. so i guess first of all i'll let you know i'm quitting my job. well, already quit, technically. so i'll have lots of time to do what i wanna~
so first. a summary of my life at the moment. before it will drastically change.
i hope you like it here; enough to stay.
1. showering, twice, three times a day, almost obsessively. i like watching the sunlight reflect through the water like crystal shards. i'll probably make a post of all the products i use in the near future. there's nothing like scrubbing your whole body with salt and then covering your whole body in coconut oil to make you feel better.
2. listening to a lot of mazzy star. her albums have kept me sane through many a car trip to my families property, all on my own. i wind down the windows and pre-roll about 5 cigarettes to smoke on the hour long car drive, listening to hope's voice as i try not to swerve off the road in the rain.
listening to:
a nice place to sit, to write. a long road trip through misty covered roads and rain faded streetlights. a bag full of books and some olives and oranges to eat. hot steaming coffee and cigarettes. a hand on my thigh. soft music and late night drives where you nap in the passenger seat, trying to keep track of the stars outside.
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